I am looking for a way to load my own app to a website where i can download it. only for developer not for the app store, is this possible for the Student Program or only if i have the Enterprise Program?
You want to do Ad Hoc distribution. I will assume that you are enrolled as an Apple Developer in the Paid iOS program, you have downloaded and set up a developer certificate, and you have already registered the test device in the Apple Developer Center.
Note: TestFlight is a popular alternative which has the added benefits of analytics, etc.